I’m sitting here in my house dreading the fact that I have to leave to go to work. AS you’ve heard already we’re in a global pandemic with the virus COVID-19 Coronavirus. As an EMT, on the front lines, the sight of death is everywhere. I thought dealing with people on their worst days, before this pandemic, weighed heavy on the soul but, now its like the weight of the world is on our backs. Will I be infected by just doing my job? Will I bring the virus home to my family, even if I don’t show any symptoms myself. New York City is being hit the hardest right now but, that doesn’t mean that the rest of the country won’t see the devastation we’re going through. I just hope we can get through this with minimal casualties.